Wish I Could Say I Was Different

So like everyone else in the world I was waiting the arrival of New Moon. Still having mixed feelings about it though. It was so so good but it missed many main points in the book and also Edward was not present in most of the movie. He is my favorite and I wanted to see more! Can you say he is super SEXY! HE IS SO SEXY! haha But yes the next Twilight saga movie Eclipse comes out this June and I'm already looking forward to it.

I don't want Robert Pattinson as a boyfriend but yet someone with his sense of humor and lack of fame. Dating a celebrity would be way too much pressure and drama but someone as sweet as him would be AMAZING. I sound crazy about this so I'm going to shut up.

I actually decided that I can't even handle a guy in my life cause it's just way too stressful. It shouldn't be stressful but it is.

So single life treat me well <3

XoXo
Chels

Papers = Death.

This is the first time I have ever taken four classes in a semester. You would think less classes meant less work. WRONG! My professors decided to be lazy and not assign and work. Until now. Now they are trying to squeeze in all the work they didn't assign before and assigning MASSES of it now. I am drowning in papers. Literally. I feel like I do at least one paper a night. My brain hurts. I know college is about learning and all that but what's so wrong with distributing all the work equally throughout the semester.

Another thing to stress about this week is registering for class. It's a total NIGHTMARE! The class you want and NEED are never available. And if they are available they are at the worst times ever. It's either 8 AM or 7-10 PM. Yuck. No thanks to both. So I going to pray that this semester MIGHT be different. If it is I'll probably be the happiest girl ever.

Well if any of you are registering soon..Good luck!

XoXo

Chels

Halloween Recap and this REALLY REALLY busy week.

So I try to blog often so I can pretend this blog is legit but let's admit... I suck. Life just gets so busy that right now I'm struggling to keep afloat right now.

This Halloween was a lot of fun but I'm must say that I'm a little disappointed. Last year's Halloween was insanely fun so this year seemed like a dud in comparison. Guess I'll have to invest in a fake I.D. so I can go anywhere I please from now on.

Another thing I'm beginning to realize is that Towson U is quite boring lately. I blame this fact on cops. Let us be college kids and do what we want and get the most of this experience you bunch of a-holes. :)

I would go on about this week but it was pretty uneventful seeing how school and work took over my life and left me with little time to do what I wanted.

Until next time

XoXo

Chels

BOO!

Halloween weekned is finally here! I have a feeling my friends and I are going to let loose this weekend seeing how we have been cooped up ALL week long from mass amounts of papers and exams and projects. But the weekend is basically here and we're showing people how it's done!! This picture is of the three of us last year dressed up as football players for our favorite team! I'm not going to say what we are going as this year but I will provide so pictures and stories in a few days!

Have a Happy and SAFE Halloween! Remember to check your candy :)

Also remember to have some fun and have some good times you won't remember!!

How I find myself when I'm lost..

Sometimes my life overwhelmes me and I find my self lost in all the difficulties. I recently learned how to put my hardships into something positive. I go in to a private space, turn on some classical or slower music, and let my body move freely. No thinking, just movements. No matter how upset or angry I am, once I finish dancing I feel much better than when I started. It does not solve problems but it give a person time to let out some frustration and just truely feel themselves at ease by letting their minds go.

For those of you who often feel overwhelmed with life, put the music on and put your feet in motion. This is far more powerful than you'll ever realize.

This is how I find myself in my darkest moments...I hope it helps you even just a little.

XoXo Chels

Psycho Derek.

For those of you who are One Tree Hill fans you'll understand this title. I do not have a stalker like Peyton but I do have a total pain that will not let me be. Hopefully my actions today will have gotten him off my back!

So today has been quite interesting I must say. I go to work REALLY early this morning and what happens? My ex shows up. Freakin' fantastic...not. So due to his constant calling and texting and recently his visits I was forced to change my cell number. I know this happens to people everyday BUT I loved my number. I had it since 7th grade and really didn't want to part from it! But now I will try to put my number out to those that I want to keep in contact with and reconnect myself with the world with a fresh start.

I Heart Female Orgasms

Wow. I think my outlook on life just changed. So my roommates Diana, Jen, and I took a trip across campus this evening to Stephens Hall at Towson to view the lecture of I Heart Female Orgasms. It's basically a sexual education lecture completely focused on the pleasure for females. I learned so much! Probably too much because after walking out of the auditorium, it's all I can think about!

The two hosts/researchers had the whole audience laughing to tears. Secrets were revealed as well as many stories about everyone's first orgasm. No wonder the show is a hit!

Until next time!

Xoxo

Chels

Fresh Start

Hi everyone!
Sorry it's been so long since my last post! I have just been so busy with life and all.

So since I last wrote I managed to read all four Twilight books. I'm officially obsessed. I want a man like EDWARD! But more realistic of course. In the past two weeks I managed to become a single woman as well as changing my career past. I'm officially an education major here at Towson. Hopefully I can be a positive attribute in many children's lives.

Since my break up I have made many new friends and I absolutely love feeling like myself again! I actually think my roommate Jen and I have developed stronger abs from our constant laughter haha. But all the friends I made in the last week just wanted to let ya'll know I'm so glad I did get to meet you!

I have recently discovered the wonders of Skype. I LOVE IT! It's a way to be more involved with keeping in touch with the ones you love which is absolutely priceless.

Well that's all for today since I'm going to a private viewing of The Stepfather but I promise that I'll write again soon!

Obsessions.

Since high school days I have fully enjoyed watching One Tree Hill and The Hills. Well they are finally back! I must admit that I'm left slightly disappointed in the One Tree Hill episode because I thought more would happen but it's okay because I have high hopes for next week.

As far as The Hills go...I'm not sure how Kristin Cavaleri will do as the new leader in the show. Lauren Conrad stole the hearts of many American and kept her class and dignity in tact. Kristin proved on Laguna Beach that that is not her style. Guess tonight will prove me right or wrong.

Another obsession? TWILIGHT! I have just begun to read the Twilight books and even though I saw the first movie, I can't seem to put the book down. Oh my gosh, it is SO good! My goal is to finish all four in one month. At this rate, it won't be a problem.

My last obsession of the day is Paparazzi by Lady GaGa. I play it ALL THE TIME. During my run today, I listened to it three times. The beat and lyrics are amazing and make you want to hear it more.

Well there's part of my Tuesday for you. Wow! Can you believe tomorrow is Wednesday already? This week is flying by!

XoXo,

Chels

Good news!

I definitely needed this weekend. Although it was filled with painting my mom's new house, it was still refreshing to get away from the busy life at Towson. I relaxed with amazing family and friends and got to spend time with my poochies, especially my little shelty Cooper. Love him!

Today I got back into the swing of things even though I skipped my morning classes :) Today was interesting seeing how my roommates and I found a spot in our kitchen that has been leaking. Unfortunately, the maintance guys have yet to return. So yes, that is fantastic.

Matt and I found out today that the puppy is for sure ours! The breeder makes sure the dogs personality matches what owners request and the test came out a match for us! So we go to pick up Jacey on Friday. Pretty excited :)

So according to Ryan Secrest, Kim K and Regie are back together! I love them together and probably seem like a creepy fan for even mentioning it but just wanted to put it out there haha

Have a great Monday!

XoXo

Chels

Confused...

What a confusing day! Why do relationships have to be so hard? But I must admit I'm the problem. I never know what to do when things get rough and after that things tend to spiral out of control. I'm only eighteen and feel I haven't experienced the best life has to offer yet I find myself in this serious relationship and unsure of what to do. UGH! Enough talk about that because it's too complicated and who wants to read about stuff like that?!

My roommate Jen and I have an on-campus job here at Towson where we work as Community Center workers a.k.a. we sit there and do nothing but look at people walk in and sign in their guests. BORING! But this semester our schedule let's us work one after another so we made up this game to make each others time go a little bit quicker. I must admit it's HILARIOUS!! Here's what we do.... Every Monday and Thursday the new edition of the TowerLight (school newspaper) comes out. We leave each other little notes and inside jokes throughout the whole thing. It takes a good 20 minutes to find and read all the notes we leave but it has you laughing til you cry instead of crying from boredom! I've come to actually look forward to Mondays and Thursdays!

This weekend I plan on going home to visit my roots! My mother and step-dad are in the process of building a new house so I get to help paint walls and what not. Which I love to do so it should be a good time!

Hope all of you have an amazing weekend and I will keep you posted on mine!!!

XoXo

Chels

Hump Day!

Hello all!

So you know those days where you wake up in extremely good mood? Well, today was my day! In the morning, I usually listen to music while I get ready for whatever I have to do. Today I heard the best song! It's by Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne called "Down." As soon as it came on, I fell in love! There is nothing like being home alone dancing around in your underwear. For those of you who want to check it out, here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m34xyw8E-Qs I hope you like it as much as I did!

This morning in my Human Developmental Psychology class we had a few of those awkward moments. We began talking about selling eggs and sperm for money and somehow it spun into this hilarious chaos. A friend of mine in the class has a recorder so maybe I can ask him if I can post the recording on here! But did you know females can sell their eggs for about $6500 now! Man I wish I was 20 years old so I could make some cash! Don't think I won't next year though.

That's all for now. Have a good Wednesday everyone!

My first post.

Hello everyone!
Before I go writing about my life I better give those of you that don't know me some background information. Let's see.... I'm from a small little town in Central Pennsylvania and graduated in the class of 2008. I'm a Sophmore here at Towson University, which is right outside Baltimore if you didn't know already. Right now I am an Exercise Science Major but I'm in the process of changing that right now. So when I decide what I'm switching it to, I will fill everyone in. I have three younger siblings: Lexi, Allen, and Anthony. In my spare time you'll catch me on facebook, with friends, dancing, shopping, with the boyfriend...you know, normal stuff. Well that's enough for now!
XoXo
Chels